There's Something Mysterious Going On
It's Monday right? Because after my morning conference call, I'm feeling a bit cheated on a normal day. The kiddo slept in for an extra hour and half (why he doesn't do that on the weekends, one will never know). The husband is at home (sick and otherwise). I have a to-do list that is abnormally low on item count (I know, I am not complaining). And I am finding time to blog before midnight.
Is the world ending?
Whenever this happens I always feel like I am missing the boat, doing something wrong, or teetering on the edge of a breakdown (as in, bad things are gonna happen if I don't get my ass in gear). Am I the only one with these omniscient thoughts? Because they really suck.
Most people believe that I am just a super over achiever, but in reality it's my fear of failing. I mean, I should just enjoy the down time today. The chance to catch up on all of the things I have pushed off because of being too busy (laundry and mopping aside). Or, God forbid, to take a breather and enjoy just being alive to actually enjoy the nice weather.
Unfortunately, my anxiousness won't let me relax and I'm diving into another work project full steam ahead. So much so, I am wondering if I should just give in to the voice in my head that is pushing me to just relax. And you know, nap. Because it's good for a pregnant woman right?
Is the world ending?
Whenever this happens I always feel like I am missing the boat, doing something wrong, or teetering on the edge of a breakdown (as in, bad things are gonna happen if I don't get my ass in gear). Am I the only one with these omniscient thoughts? Because they really suck.
Most people believe that I am just a super over achiever, but in reality it's my fear of failing. I mean, I should just enjoy the down time today. The chance to catch up on all of the things I have pushed off because of being too busy (laundry and mopping aside). Or, God forbid, to take a breather and enjoy just being alive to actually enjoy the nice weather.
Unfortunately, my anxiousness won't let me relax and I'm diving into another work project full steam ahead. So much so, I am wondering if I should just give in to the voice in my head that is pushing me to just relax. And you know, nap. Because it's good for a pregnant woman right?
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