Contest Jitter Bugs
Shrug. Who knows really. Am I going to still participate in them? Hell, yeah. Especially if they don't require an entrance fee. As a unpublished fiction writer, it can NEVER hurt to get an honorable mention, or even a win and publication credit to my name.
I have three lined up so far. Two of which, I already have pieces written and in pretty good shape to submit. Now it is a matter of logistics. The third, which in my mind is the most prestigious, is another story. I have at least two ideas I could try to merge or go at them each separately to see where they lead. And this indecision, is causing me heartburn (and sleepless nights). I can't seem to get moving on either idea. As the deadline approaches this deadlock seems to become worse. It isn't writer's block--as I have rewritten and started at least a couple new stories, as well as continued on my latest novel. So what is it?
I'm going to call it Contest Jitter Bugs. I'm hoping if I own these jitter bugs, give them a name--I can appropriately scold them and move them to the side and get this writing started. Why? I need to give myself incentives as well as create small successes. Writing novels is a hard business and one that doesn't give you instant, nor short term feedback in a timely fashion. I have one agent who has my manuscript over 3 months! When/if I get a letter, it could be a form rejection--and that isn't particularly feedback is it?
Off to scare the Contest Jitter Bugs away (and get some work done for the day job)....





